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Familiar Energy, 2009- Raleigh NC 

Waking up, realizing that what I am feeling is old, familiar energy.  Energy that once left my energy to now come back to identify with all the feelings and emotions that I have had with that old energy. 

Let’s see:  old energy - I’m not quite willing to call it that.  It feels as though it is energy of the past attached to emotions of that timeline.  Many years ago when I stayed with a friend, I was going through much of my transition.  Now that I am staying with that friend again, it has brought up old, familiar ways of how I used to feel.  It is like stepping back in time.  Not only do we understand this, we know that way of feeling and thinking.  That is why we move on with our energy.  We take and move our energy forward.   

Your vibration changes as you physically change.  Your energy does not get caught up in old familiar situations.  But you come back to those energies you felt when you were around that person.  I guess what I am getting at and what is coming to me is that I have moved on and my energy has too.  Now I am in the space of being a teacher.  That is why my energy is here.  I have mind-shifted the old, familiar energy to an understanding of my energy now.  It sees and knows all intros to learning and understanding of what you are faced with and what is needed to be learned.  When we go back to those energies, things pull up that we have let go of.  When that energy is presented in front of us, it will try and come back.  It is all perception of how we respond and how we wish to react to that situation.  Even more important, if you are willing to let go and see the forward of understanding it will put a different shift in your energy.  Each time we come into someone’s energy that was familiar, we normally act and respond the way we always have.  It is like cycling it over and over - same feelings arise, same emotions.  As you move forward you will start to see that not all energies need to be repeated.  They have a way to move on and it is like jumping into an energy that was already set with intention. 

For example, there is a man that I have unconditional love for and that energy for me was an energy set with the intention of love.  When I am around him, that is all I see and feel.  It is like going blind to the fact that anything else exists.  This is putting total focus on that energy with intention.  It is like my journey that I have been following.  If I am going forward with the pull, as I call it, and that is the energy I am following, then that is the energy that is set with intention. 

Your energy, your mind, your body and soul has a way to fulfilling and excelling into that energy.  It is a perception of leading your mind and thoughts with the forward of energy.  It is all a standard of fully focusing, fully understanding where that energy needs to go.  Start to realize you do not need so much of others reality to clutter your mind.  

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Took the Time, June 1st, 2008, New York City

How is it that we can miss a message of things that are right in front of us?  Often we do not take the time to even flourish one single moment.  Do we even allow ourselves to take as little as twenty minutes or even thirty minutes to a conversation with someone?   

I just stood on the street corner having a conversation with a man that you would not even know was homeless.  The words that came out of his mouth were so inspiring.  He spoke with such a way of truth.  Yet, he is living his life of the last 18 years walking the streets.  Is he happy, yes, knowing that this is what he is suppose to be doing right now. 

The first thing I asked him was did he feel this was his mission here.  Then at the end of the conversation he tilted his head at me and said, “Oh I get it.”  I get why you asked me that. He looked at me and said to you my friend, yes it is what I have been doing.  For today standing in the sun and having a conversation with you brought me something.  It brought me to a place to have my eyes a little clearer. 

I shook his hand, and said it was a pleasure meeting you.  He looked at me and said hold the dream and faith alive.  Not knowing my story, for I just shared with him words of seeing the signs that are leading him.  You see I heard a higher message from him I heard and honored what was being said and took the time to do so.  

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A Wave of Peace, January 1st, 2008, Ground Zero, New York City 

I was brought to a place that I feel was an internal and external profound experience.  My day was set with a complete awareness in guidance.  I set off to experience the place in which did stand the heart of the twin towers in New Your City.  When I reached what is now called Ground Zero, I had no expectation within which I was about to encounter.  Yet my awareness from another that lived in NY City was, it is a depressing and sad place.  Her words in which were, a place of complete negative energy.  As I walked around the gated area, and peered inside, my eyes could see the mass destruction of which stood an event in time.  Millions witnessed and millions cried tears of the unexplainable reasons this could take place.  I walked with intention of blessings for all those that were taken and all those that survived.  I found a quiet almost deserted street and sat on a bench.  At that moment I could really not understand, I was sitting in energy of complete love.  I knew my energy was giving that out, yet I felt it all around me.      

I realized at that moment, after all that has happened, and all that was taken, this area held so much compassion and love.  It was the people, everyone around was showing so much love.  This was definitely a place of peace.  A place of destruction that has escalated to a place where the peace within people and compassion for what has happened shifted.  The negative energy was now shifting to a more positive and loving energy.     

I was grateful that I listened to my intuition to experience this.  I was able to give as much love as I could for a day of internal and external of just being.  

light and love

Hope  

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Dharamsala, INDIA, May 11, 2007    

Hi all, more things to talk about.  I love it here, very peaceful.  I found a roof top restaurant; I have been eating at each day always the only one, so I write. One day the waiter sat down and said will you help me with my English.  He is a Tibetan refugee; his story is amazing on how he came to India.  I have been working with him for days, it is amazing to hear his experiences in Tibet.  

A few days ago I decided to hike up the mountain to the children's orphanage.  It is placed way up on the mountain and some-what hidden.  When I got there I walked around very amazed, lots of peaceful energy. 

As I stood in the front of the school's temple a group of children approached with a Tibetan monk following behind.  The children told me it was time for meditation class.  They sat on the cement, and I asked if I could listen.  As the teacher spoke in Tibet I could kind of understand him.  So I crossed my legs and followed what they were doing.  Then after about 20 minutes the monk said to me, come, and he pointed to where he was sitting.  He said, you teach, I haven't even taken a meditation course so you could imagine what I was thinking.  But I have learned meditation through my guidance, so I guided the children and it was a loving experience.  To watch the children meditate was-- well, an experience that words cannot explain.  

Then a woman came to give me a tour.  These children start from infant to grade twelve.  I will tell more in detail later. Some of them journey two months through the mountains and cold just to get here from Tibet.   As we approached the baby room, I tried not to cry, but I did.  The women said OH please do not cry, I told her I was crying out of love.  These children come, and receive much love and teachings.  Every one of the children I encountered smiled. You could feel only happiness, and gratitude.  This little two year old Tibetan girl pointed at me laughing and pointing.  She was so cute, they all were so cute.  After I walked down the mountain, I was grateful to just be able to share my energy with that day.  So after you read this take a moment and be grateful for the little things you have.  For them those little things mean nothing as much as being free. To have a place to eat, sleep, and learn.  Those are the things that are valued, and they do with such respect and love.  Send a smile to them.   

Well tomorrow is my last day here, will spend it with them.  I love it here, it feels right.  Saw some beautiful waterfalls and did much hiking.   But I am being guided to go, so I leave tomorrow evening.  Going towards the East.  

Love from my way 

Hope  

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Share a Few Moments, March 3, 2007, Goa  

A young child around three approached me the first day of my trip to Goa.  A group of us where sitting at a beach side table, and she walked up, and just stared at me SMILING.  Just standing, staring, and smiling.   I reached in my bag, pulled out one of the children's books I brought, and handed it to her.  She kept smiling.  Have not seen her again till today, she walked up to me on the street and grabbed my hand.  Not smiling, just held my hand her mother owned one of the shops.  I stood for a bit, then remembered and pulled out of my bag a key chain that I got in America.  She closed her eyes, and I handed her the round full of colors smiley face key chain.  She smiled and I smiled, then I took her for a walk, smiling the whole time.        

IMAGINE  

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FIRST HEALING IN INDIA:

Every day I walk around the cliff, one day stopped to talk with an Indian woman.  After a few days, I was talking to her, and noticed something in her mouth.  I asked what it was, she told me that her mouth gets tired and she cannot eat.  It was medicine in her mouth, and she said it was not working.  I asked her if I could sense what was wrong.  Now I have been doing some healing work with her:)  We will see, I believe she will get better.

Blessings   

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Goa, India February 2007

Wrote in silence:

As your mind sits quietly

An image, a split second when someone comes into mind

Then a smile that is a moment

You take the moment, then just as the split second came, it is gone

Send it on its way with love

Then the silence begins again

The mind is a precious thing

One can enjoy a split moment, but what is truly a magical moment is the silence

The silence of being here right now, in the moment

Then your eyes will only see in that moment.         

ENJOY